I have been blessed with an incredible chapter on this journey uncharted. The map from here is unknown but I am hopeful and trusting in a God who loves with a love that is furious as my man, Jeremy Riddle sings, a God who knows the deep desires of my heart and delights in blessing me. So I'm waiting in faith for what is to come.
This is my blank slate. My canvas. How about a devil's chocolate cake canvas? Typical me, when I am in need of deep processing and meditation, I have some bake therapy. Today, the therapy was at my summer camp and my victims were two unsuspecting user groups. Group 1: 25 women who traveled all the way to camp to quilt. Yeah, that's right. Quilt. For the record, these people mean business! I walked by at 12 pm, there were people quilting. On my way to work at 6:30, quilting. I would like you to know that I value sleep very little, buuuut I would definitely choose sleep over a quilt.
So naturally, a quilter needs a cake with a quilt on it. If all quilts involved caramel and chocolate, I might just change my mind about quilting.
A layered quilt cake. Betcha can't do that on a sewing machine! Feeling accomplished and also slightly tempted to finally dig into one of my creations, it was time to move on. Group 2? Nothing like group one. Try 90 crazy high schoolers and their youth leaders (who pretty much act like high schoolers by profession) at a Harry Potter themed retreat.
So, I decide these lovely youth need a piped frosting creation. I regretted this decision about this far into the piping project. I contemplated other hobbies, but then remembered that other hobbies were things like quilting and sports that require coordination I do not have so I kept piping.
End result? The monster book from Harry Potter. Eyes? Check! Bookmark tongue? Check! A massive amount of sugar on top to send these kiddos into a sugar coma as they consume these along with the pumpkin pasties and butterbeer? Double check. Seriously people, butterbeer is cream soda with butter, brown sugar, heavy whipping cream, and a few other things all topped with a dollop of whipped cream. Sugar rush inevitable. Also convincing me that if you could develop Diabetes over night, this would do it for you.
Piping. Not something I will ever do again to this degree on a cake of this size. Bad life choice. But its so fluffy (It's so fluffy, I'm gonna dieeee!)! So the perfectionist in me desiring a wonderfully fluffy monster cake was glad for the piping (while my hands were not). Details.
So, now at the end of the day, I now sit here. I am wishing my life canvas were as complete as my cake canvas because the unknown is not always a comfortable place to be. But I relieved to know there is an end, there is a plan, and a God who knows whats up when I don't.
"And the LORD will guide you continually and satisfy your desire in scorched places and make your bones strong; and you shall be like a watered garden, like a spring of water whose waters do not fail." Isaiah 58:11